Sunday, March 25, 2012

5 days in

It's been 5 days since i got back on my diet and i've already lost 4lb Yay me. Now about these slim quick diet pills I really don't see the affect of them besides they give me a great energy boost in the morning and i must say that is a huge plus when i'm at work it makes the day go by so much faster. I will say slim quick pill and an allergy pill is a huge no no  ! i learned the hard way. It'll make you feel like as if you took a sleeping pill and then drunk an 5 hour energy shot. You'll look crazy and confused.
But i talked to my doctor. you know to make sure if I was in any danger. She told me to either switch to a different allergy medicine that she would prescribe or take my allergy pill 2 hours before so i don't end up sleepy and wide awake if that makes any sense. Lol
And i think i'm doing the work outs wrong. because I don't really feel it. You know how if you work out extremely you'll feel the pain the next morning. I'm not feeling that at all and i work out for an hour and a half in the morning and i work out for two hours before i go to bed. and i wake up the next morning only feeling a little sore.But my sister on the other hand is always talking about how much she is in pain. Ugh i just don't know.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Back To The Basic

As ya'll know i started a diet i believe back here in January or February not sure.Any way I had stopped my diet because i had got bored with it and i hate working out alone. Well me and my sister started working out today i just got back from a 25 min speed walk. We pulled the boys in the wagon instead of walking with weights.
Man i have never felt this tired and idk how long.Lol but afterward i felt so good. I'm on a low cal low car diet and i have started taking Slim Quick Razor.I just started those today i'm hoping they help me get to my goal A lot quicker. Right now i weigh 192 and my goal is either 152 or 142. those are my goals for right now.i think if i continue to do my work outs daily and when i watch t.v. do chair squats i'll be in good shape come Florida. I want to finally feel comfortable in my skin and not worry if people are looking at my rolls and dimples. And looking great in a two piece is even better. :)
Well since i just started my diet again today. Tuesdays are going to be my new update days for my progress and i'm going to weigh myself every Tuesday morning. I'm going to do this diet right and try hard not to push myself. 
Enough of the updating. I'll talk to you tomorrow.

   Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Show A Little Concideration

   Sorry i know i know it's been awhile with the new job and everything i just been so tired. But today payday yay!
    Any way this been on my mind for about a week now. One of my best friends (were going to call her Lo for now)she's more like a sister she can just be so un-considerate. We hung out on one of my days off last week and everything was pretty cool till we went and pick up one of other two friends. It's like she went effing crazy. We had went to visit Jaelle in the hospital cause her mom is there recoving and i wanted to make sure her and her mom were ok. And Lo and the other two girls are being hella loud mind you we are in a hospital and it's like 8 or 9 something at night. They were dumping salt out of the salt shakers and making it look like they were lines of cocaine..I'm not going to lie i did for a moment act like i was doing lines of cocaine but i can to my senses and realized where we were.
    Now we are all talking and she like i want to go to apple bee's . I told her i had no money . She goes well you can jus sit and get a water. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!. and it's not like i could have gotten up and left because she was driving and i didn't want to sit in the car either. so i sat i fucking apples bee's and drunk a damn  water while i watch her ass eat. Like what the fuck. Me personally i wouldn't have my friends sitting in a restaurant watching me eat. i wouldn't even offer to go there unless i was going to pay for them. specially when they don't have any money. That's just me.
   Last but not least after we leave Apple Bee's we end up at meijers . Now i was telling her all night i have to be at work at 10:30am and it was 11 something when we had arrived there. now i'm thinking were going to walk around for a bit and then i can ask her to take me home. Nope she gets a magazine and sit THE FUCK down in the garden patio furniture setting and read the DAMN magazine from cover to cover. At that point i was pissed off and started walking around i called Jaelle and talked to her for a while. Oh and get this. They get done reading the magazine and i ask are y'all ready to go. She looks at me with this disgust look on her face and say No. I reply by saying I told you that i have to be a work at 10:30 she goes well we can take you home.
   Oh and before i forget, were sitting in the car. and she opens the sun roof. it's damn near midnight and it's fucking freezing. I ask her how do you close it and she replies by saying "Why" i told her that it was cold af and she goes "Well you have a jacket" At that point i just new she didn't have any consideration for no one. she didn't even ask the other girls if they were cold. she just ugh. I had to be quite all the way home because i just knew i was going to say something mean but true.
    I just had to get that off my chest. It's been on my mind for a while and i just had to let it all.If you have friends like this or know people like this. How would you tell them that they are obnoxious and inconsiderate basically telling them how they are. with out being all bitchy about it. Let me know

Stay blessed and beautiful ladies and gents. XO <3

Sn: Don't get it wrong i love her to pieces it's just sometimes she over do it.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Mommy Dearest

    Me and my family are going on a family Vacay in May. I was talking to my mom about all the sales that were going on because she likes the cute summer and spring clothes that wet seal and Charlotte russe carries.
    Then she got to talking about the that she had to go pay on the vacation and that she couldn't afford it right now. Witch made me sad because i know how much my mom loves to got shopping and pick out cute little outfits, just enjoy shopping. And she really do need clothes other than her work clothes .
    So since i got this job and what not when i got shopping next Friday with my sisters and my nephew were going to pick out some outfits for my mom and i'm going to pay for it. that way my mom can look fresh when we got to Florida. And it's the least i can do since she is paying for me too.

 Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents  XO <3

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Something She Can Feel by Grace Octavia (Review )

    Ok i must admit when i first looked at the book my mind went crazy i just knew it was going to be an urban erotic book. yeah i know i know i shouldn't have let my mind take me there i also should have read the back of the book before i bought it.
     I'm so glad i did though i haven't been able to but the book down since i got it. I find the book to be different from the books that i normally read. 
    The book is about the daughter of a well known preacher in Tuscaloosa, Alabama, Journey Cash who has had her life mapped out for her whole life ; first by her father who sheltered her from the real world  and then by her husband, Evan who just knows whats best for her. And to be honest he is a great Man has a well paying job, he gives her what ever her heart desires. It's just that she is becoming tired of the everyday thing. Evan always finds him self worrying about image because he wants to run for major in the future.Anyway Journey and Evan have known each other since they were seven and while Evan has always had Journey's best interests at heart, before their wedding day Journey begins to doubt that he's the man for her. 
    On top of everything that is going on with her in Evan she begins to suspect her oldest brother is hiding something and knows for sure that her younger brother is.And soon she finds out that her parents are keeping their share of secrets as well. 
    You would think that the suspense stops there, but oh now the pot gets hotter. When Dame,one of her  former music students turned into a multimillionaire rapper, comes to town to donate money to his former high school.As soon as her eyes meet his something stirs inside her. Surprised to find that Dame is not the stereotypical rapper, she begins to spend more time with him  behind her husbands back and through conversations with Dame she  begins to question whether or not she's been living the life she really wants to live or the life that's been created for her by those around her.
   She ends up witnessing her oldest brothers secret begin revealed. and not to soon after that encounter everything starts to heat up unravel. 
    In all honesty i think  this book is for 13yr olds and up. It's has everything a great book needs. It has suspense , mystery,secrets,romance,drama,excitement. the story of a grown woman finding her true self.

Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents   XO <3

Basic Bitches

   Ok so for those who don't know i just recently got a job at Walmart. right. I'm a cashier and I LOVE MY JOB! For now anyways .
  But i come back from my last 15 mins it's around 6 something and i'm just counting the time till i go home you know. Anyway i'm helping this elderly man but hi groceries in his cart  when i look over i see to females who i attended high school with. They both are very dark skinned  one is short who always got this deer caught in head lights look. and the other girl has a really bad weave and i mean really bad i guess she attempted an invisible part and failed at it. But anyway these bitches are smiling and giggling and shit at me. The elderly man i'm helping say"Do you know those girls" Without thinking i say "No they just two bum basic bitches that aint got shit better to do with they lives".After realizing what i said i looked up at the old man to see what he was going to say. he studied the two of them and  replied with the coolest thing anyone can say "Yeah they look like a couple of sperm dumpsters". I've never laughed so hard.
   Oh and did i mention these Two sour apple bum bitches took a picture of me while i was working. Like who tf dose that. I have never done anything too these girl i don't even speak to these bitches. But they always had i problem with me. And till this day i still don't know why certain bitches had a problem with me.
   Cause in all honesty I'm one of the most funniest,random,outgoing, nice when i want to be, and i always keep it hundred with everyone i come in contact with.I want say nothing behind you back that i wouldn't say in front of your face. I don't blow hot and cold. If i don't like you trust and believe you know I don't like  you and you know the reason why i don't like you.
   In my personal opinion the reason why those basic bitches took a picture of me while i was working because they thought they was going to embarrasses me. When in reality i love my job and i'n getting paid swell. Something them bitches can't say. they either have to ask their moms for money or have to sleep with a ugly ass nigga who got money so they can say they got it like that. No boo boo that is being a "GOLD DIGGING ASS BASIC BITCH ASS SCUTTA HO" but i guess in they world they doing something.
   I can finally say i don't have to depend on no one but myself and i love having that power

Stay Blessed Ladies And Gents XO <3


SN:I can't wait to get paid :)
 

Thursday, March 1, 2012

It's The 1st (Update)

   First off I hate fucking hate online school i absolutely hate it. I just can't sit at a computer for hours on end just reading about something that doesn't interest me.
   Next thing is I have a NEW JOB and i Fucking LOVE IT. I'm a cashier at the local Walmart. My first official day was yesterday. And i really had fun ringing people out and counting money. I messed up a few times but i got the hang of it .
   My journey to weight lose has took a stand still for the moment been really busy these last couple of days but it's all good. I just have to find a better way to work around it. Plus i gained 3lb but nothing major.

   Now i'm going to start doing currents wants on the first of every month,
   I'm going to start writing a poem or part of a story once a week.
   I'll be going more into detail about my weight lose and the things i'm using to get there.
   I'll be keeping everyone updated on my daily life i guess you could say lol.


 Well that's all for now

Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents <3