Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Friday, September 14, 2012
little things
Ok so lately i know have been neglecting my blogger family and i want to say sorry but a lot has been going on.
But any way. Thanks guy asked me i want to know what makes you the woman that you are. And honestly i was a little baffled by the question because I didn't know how to answer it. So that got me to thinking about what really makers me the woman that i am.
So tonight or even when while I'm there i will guys know what i think makers me a real woman. Maybe you guys can tell me what makes you a real woman. Because we're all different.we have different talents and personalities and different style.
That's all for now. Be blessed
But any way. Thanks guy asked me i want to know what makes you the woman that you are. And honestly i was a little baffled by the question because I didn't know how to answer it. So that got me to thinking about what really makers me the woman that i am.
So tonight or even when while I'm there i will guys know what i think makers me a real woman. Maybe you guys can tell me what makes you a real woman. Because we're all different.we have different talents and personalities and different style.
That's all for now. Be blessed
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Lifes A B*tch!
ALL I NEED IS ONE MIC TO TELL
THIS COUNTRY WHATS REALLY GOING ON
THIS WORLD IS SO FUCKED UPPED RITE NOW
THERE ARE SO MANY BLACK ON BLACK CRIMES
SO MANY OVER WIEGHT PEOPLE
THERE ARE PREGNANT TEENS OUT THE ASS.
TEENAGE BOY OUT HERE ON THE CORNER SELLING DRUGS
HELL THERE ARE EVEN PEOPLE A SHAMED TO BE BLACK
I MEAN WHY IN THE HELL DO WE HAVE FUCCKING GANGS
I DNT UNDERSTAND THAT SHIT MYSELF.
THESE BLOODZ AND CRIPS SHOOTING EACH OTHER CAUSE
OF WHAT COLOR THEY WEARING...
NIGGAS COMING AT FEMALE WITH NO KINDA OF RESPECT
FIRST WORDS OUT THEY MOUTH IS HEY SEXY
SECOND WORDS OUT THE MOUTH IS BABY YOU A FREAK
LAST WORD OUT THE MOUTH IS LET ME GET THAT NUMBER
HA AND LADIES AINT NO BETTER
WEARING HOE ASS CLOTHES TO GET A GUYS ATTENTION
THEN GET MAD CAUSE HE TREATING YOU LIKE YOU SOME KIND OF HO
OH LIKE YOU DIDN'T GIVE HIM A REASON TO BELIEVE OTHER WISE
WHY ARE FEMALE SO QUICK TO PUT DOWN ANOTHER FEMALE HUH?
I DON'T GET THAT SHIT EITHER.
YOU WALK AROUND DESTROING ANOTHER GIRL SELF ESTEEM CAUSE
YOURS IS IN SHATTERED PIECES.
MAN I DNT EVEN THINK I COULD HAVE A KID IN THIS WORLD.
I MEAN EVER OTHER COMMERCIAL IS TELLING THE WORLD TO GET IN SHAPE
OR THAT 1 IN 4 TEEN WILL GET AN STD
OR 1 IN 5 WILL BECOME A PREGO IN HIGH SCHOOL
EVERY WERE YOU TURN THEY SELLING SEX.
I HONESTLY THINK HIP-HOP IS DEAD
IT'S NOT LIKE IT WAS BACK IN THE DAY B4 I WAS EVEN THAUGHT OF.
EVERY RAP SONG IS ABOUT WEED,SEX,MONEY,KILLING
I MEAN IS THAT ALL THEY CAN RAP ABOUT.
SOME OF THESE NEW ARTIST NEED TO YOUTBE N.W.A, PUBLIC ENEMIE,
SLICK RICK, SPECIAL ED ALL THE GREATS, HELL EVEN QUEEN LATIFA, MC LYTE, MOS DEFF MAN THEN YOU HAVE THESE YOUNG GIRLS GOING THROUGH IT
MEDIA HAS THEM THINKING THAT IF THEIR NOT A SIZE 2 OR HAVE A BIG BUTT LIKE NICKI MINJA
THAT THEY AINT SHIT.
KIDS GETTING BULLED IF THEY DRESS A CERTAIN WAY OR IF THEIR GAY.(WHO GIVES A FUCK )
GOT GROWN ASS MEN OUT HERE TRYING TO FUCK LITTLE GIRLS AND BOYS
MOTHERS BEATING THEIR KIDS OUT OF ANGER CAUSE THEIR DADS WALK OUT EM
GOT PEOPLE SO DAMN LAZY THAT THEY RELY ON THE GOVERNMENT TO TAKE CARE OF THEY ASS FOR LIFE
THE REASONS WHY THEY HAVE SO MANY KIDS, OR THE FACT THAT THEIR OVER WEIGHT TO THEY
CAN SAY THEIR NO ABLE TO WORK AND THEY GET THAT SSR CHECK.
GOT 9 -14 YR OLDS OUT HERE FUCKING AND SUCKING...
WHY ARENT THEY SOME WHERE RIDING A BIKE OR PLAYING TAG
I BLAME PARENTS ON THAT
GOT KIDS DISRESPECTING THEIR PARENTS
BACK IN THE DAY THAT WAS AN ASS BEATING AND EVERYTHING TAKING AWAY
NO FUN FOR YOUR ASS LOL
LIFES A BITCH AND SHE TAKES NO PRISONERS
EVENTUALLY EVERY ONE GETS FUCKED BY HER
THIS COUNTRY WHATS REALLY GOING ON
THIS WORLD IS SO FUCKED UPPED RITE NOW
THERE ARE SO MANY BLACK ON BLACK CRIMES
SO MANY OVER WIEGHT PEOPLE
THERE ARE PREGNANT TEENS OUT THE ASS.
TEENAGE BOY OUT HERE ON THE CORNER SELLING DRUGS
HELL THERE ARE EVEN PEOPLE A SHAMED TO BE BLACK
I MEAN WHY IN THE HELL DO WE HAVE FUCCKING GANGS
I DNT UNDERSTAND THAT SHIT MYSELF.
THESE BLOODZ AND CRIPS SHOOTING EACH OTHER CAUSE
OF WHAT COLOR THEY WEARING...
NIGGAS COMING AT FEMALE WITH NO KINDA OF RESPECT
FIRST WORDS OUT THEY MOUTH IS HEY SEXY
SECOND WORDS OUT THE MOUTH IS BABY YOU A FREAK
LAST WORD OUT THE MOUTH IS LET ME GET THAT NUMBER
HA AND LADIES AINT NO BETTER
WEARING HOE ASS CLOTHES TO GET A GUYS ATTENTION
THEN GET MAD CAUSE HE TREATING YOU LIKE YOU SOME KIND OF HO
OH LIKE YOU DIDN'T GIVE HIM A REASON TO BELIEVE OTHER WISE
WHY ARE FEMALE SO QUICK TO PUT DOWN ANOTHER FEMALE HUH?
I DON'T GET THAT SHIT EITHER.
YOU WALK AROUND DESTROING ANOTHER GIRL SELF ESTEEM CAUSE
YOURS IS IN SHATTERED PIECES.
MAN I DNT EVEN THINK I COULD HAVE A KID IN THIS WORLD.
I MEAN EVER OTHER COMMERCIAL IS TELLING THE WORLD TO GET IN SHAPE
OR THAT 1 IN 4 TEEN WILL GET AN STD
OR 1 IN 5 WILL BECOME A PREGO IN HIGH SCHOOL
EVERY WERE YOU TURN THEY SELLING SEX.
I HONESTLY THINK HIP-HOP IS DEAD
IT'S NOT LIKE IT WAS BACK IN THE DAY B4 I WAS EVEN THAUGHT OF.
EVERY RAP SONG IS ABOUT WEED,SEX,MONEY,KILLING
I MEAN IS THAT ALL THEY CAN RAP ABOUT.
SOME OF THESE NEW ARTIST NEED TO YOUTBE N.W.A, PUBLIC ENEMIE,
SLICK RICK, SPECIAL ED ALL THE GREATS, HELL EVEN QUEEN LATIFA, MC LYTE, MOS DEFF MAN THEN YOU HAVE THESE YOUNG GIRLS GOING THROUGH IT
MEDIA HAS THEM THINKING THAT IF THEIR NOT A SIZE 2 OR HAVE A BIG BUTT LIKE NICKI MINJA
THAT THEY AINT SHIT.
KIDS GETTING BULLED IF THEY DRESS A CERTAIN WAY OR IF THEIR GAY.(WHO GIVES A FUCK )
GOT GROWN ASS MEN OUT HERE TRYING TO FUCK LITTLE GIRLS AND BOYS
MOTHERS BEATING THEIR KIDS OUT OF ANGER CAUSE THEIR DADS WALK OUT EM
GOT PEOPLE SO DAMN LAZY THAT THEY RELY ON THE GOVERNMENT TO TAKE CARE OF THEY ASS FOR LIFE
THE REASONS WHY THEY HAVE SO MANY KIDS, OR THE FACT THAT THEIR OVER WEIGHT TO THEY
CAN SAY THEIR NO ABLE TO WORK AND THEY GET THAT SSR CHECK.
GOT 9 -14 YR OLDS OUT HERE FUCKING AND SUCKING...
WHY ARENT THEY SOME WHERE RIDING A BIKE OR PLAYING TAG
I BLAME PARENTS ON THAT
GOT KIDS DISRESPECTING THEIR PARENTS
BACK IN THE DAY THAT WAS AN ASS BEATING AND EVERYTHING TAKING AWAY
NO FUN FOR YOUR ASS LOL
LIFES A BITCH AND SHE TAKES NO PRISONERS
EVENTUALLY EVERY ONE GETS FUCKED BY HER
That's All Folks.<3
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Confessions #1
I know i havent been keeping up with my updates like i had promised. And im so sorry for that. I just been really busy with work and alot on my mind.
Well tonight im going to talk my head off until i dnt have anything left in my brain.So buckle up.
Well for starters My one of my closest guy friends calls me and we literally i had talked to him for like a good 10 mins befor mt bestie/sister calls. So i clicked over and told her i was on the phone with him and what not and she goes hmmmmmm im searching for a word. Ummm lets go with loca yea she went loca on me.
Granted we haven't scratch that I haven't talked to him in a good 2 months her on the other hand haven't talk to him in a few weeks to a months. Apparently she talked to him via him calling her from his grandmas or moms and what not. well anyway i three way her in and we're all talking for a moment and then they get to talking to each other and i feel like the third wheel so i put my phone down and write poems, get on tumblr,or on here and just write or troll till i dont want to listen any more.
And the only time they notice im even gone is when they realize their the only ones talking and i get annoyed cause it's like wtf i haven't said shit in like 30 mins NOW you want to say shit me ugh! And they go back to their two convos after i yell out that im still there.
I barely get to talk to him alone. I just dnt know maybe i'm just being spoiled brat and mad that the attention not on me. Or maybe it's the fact that she has feelings for him and i feel the connection and i see her need to always talk to him no matter what. Or maybe i'm being a Bitch for no reason. I just don't really know how i'm feeling I just dnt want to be the third wheel i hate being the third wheel and that's what i felt like. It was hella awkward
Then i get a lot of bs from friends saying i get all the guys and that it's cause im light skinned or mixed and everything else and it makes me mad because if they knew what i was really going through with my self they wouldn't say those things. I just have this big brick wall in front of me at all times.i've never shared my all with someone and it terrifys me because i'm scared i'll show weakness, and that people will take advantage of me again. Because honestly im a real sweetheart with a cold rock for a heart.
Sometimes i wish i could go back in time and change how i lived my life like if i would have been studious or was more active when i was younger i wouldn't have trouble with my weight or self-esteem i wounder if i would have stayed clear from the wannabe bad boys would i trust guys more and take a chance with the right ones.I wounder if i actually gave a fuck in high school would i be in a top ten college or in an Ivy league college.
There are so many layers to me that people just don't know i guess im start using this as my confessional
Well tonight im going to talk my head off until i dnt have anything left in my brain.So buckle up.
Well for starters My one of my closest guy friends calls me and we literally i had talked to him for like a good 10 mins befor mt bestie/sister calls. So i clicked over and told her i was on the phone with him and what not and she goes hmmmmmm im searching for a word. Ummm lets go with loca yea she went loca on me.
Granted we haven't scratch that I haven't talked to him in a good 2 months her on the other hand haven't talk to him in a few weeks to a months. Apparently she talked to him via him calling her from his grandmas or moms and what not. well anyway i three way her in and we're all talking for a moment and then they get to talking to each other and i feel like the third wheel so i put my phone down and write poems, get on tumblr,or on here and just write or troll till i dont want to listen any more.
And the only time they notice im even gone is when they realize their the only ones talking and i get annoyed cause it's like wtf i haven't said shit in like 30 mins NOW you want to say shit me ugh! And they go back to their two convos after i yell out that im still there.
I barely get to talk to him alone. I just dnt know maybe i'm just being spoiled brat and mad that the attention not on me. Or maybe it's the fact that she has feelings for him and i feel the connection and i see her need to always talk to him no matter what. Or maybe i'm being a Bitch for no reason. I just don't really know how i'm feeling I just dnt want to be the third wheel i hate being the third wheel and that's what i felt like. It was hella awkward
Then i get a lot of bs from friends saying i get all the guys and that it's cause im light skinned or mixed and everything else and it makes me mad because if they knew what i was really going through with my self they wouldn't say those things. I just have this big brick wall in front of me at all times.i've never shared my all with someone and it terrifys me because i'm scared i'll show weakness, and that people will take advantage of me again. Because honestly im a real sweetheart with a cold rock for a heart.
Sometimes i wish i could go back in time and change how i lived my life like if i would have been studious or was more active when i was younger i wouldn't have trouble with my weight or self-esteem i wounder if i would have stayed clear from the wannabe bad boys would i trust guys more and take a chance with the right ones.I wounder if i actually gave a fuck in high school would i be in a top ten college or in an Ivy league college.
There are so many layers to me that people just don't know i guess im start using this as my confessional
Thats all folks <3
Friday, August 3, 2012
Get To Know Me Thursday!
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
It's August!
It's the first of August 1st.
Ok now that i have my own computer I can start updating more.
* For starters i'm going to start doing my current wants again.
* Make a list of my achievements and goals for this month.
* I'm do something called Get to know me Thursday
* Story Sunday.
* Daily Night Caps.
* More pictures lol i promise :)
Well there's the update for August. I hope you guys stayed Tuned :)
Ok now that i have my own computer I can start updating more.
* For starters i'm going to start doing my current wants again.
* Make a list of my achievements and goals for this month.
* I'm do something called Get to know me Thursday
* Story Sunday.
* Daily Night Caps.
* More pictures lol i promise :)
Well there's the update for August. I hope you guys stayed Tuned :)
Stay Blessed And Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Whaaaaaat?
One thing i don't understand now a days is Females. I listen to and hear all these girls calling their selves bitches. "I'm a bad BITCH, i'm a 5 star BITCH, I'm a top notch BITCH. I'm a cute BITCH, thick BITCH" but as soon as a guy call them a regular BITCH they want to get all dignified talking about I ain't no BITCH.
But hold on a second aren't you the same girl who was just yelling out you a bad BITCH. So it's ok if he calls you a bad BITCH. But it's like not ok if he calls you a regular BITCH. What the Fuck kind of shit is that. You making yourself the biggest walking contradiction.
That is like walking into a club with your left nipple showing a mini skirt on that shows everyone in the club that you don't have on any panties. And then have a sign on your back that says "I GIVE HEAD". Bu t you want to get mad at all the guys who keep coming up to you asking you if you want to go suck him real quick. You can't be trashy and classy it don't work like that.
If you want a guy to approach you like a lady then act like one it's not that fucking hard. You cant call yourself a bad BITCH and get mad when someone else calls you a plain BITCH.Once you call yourself it you giving everyone else the ok go sign. Don't dress like a ho and then get mad when you get approached like one. Ugh it just don't make no fucking sense.
Before i go i'm say this you know the saying treat want others to treat you. Trust me once you treat yourself like a Queen/King other will either respect you or hate on you. If they hatting then just laugh cause no one and i mean no ONE can judge you or take away your happiness so live for you. Fuck YOLO.
Stay Beautiful Ladies And Gents XO <3
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Friendship code!
Like I've stated in a previous post. It's only ok to date your bestfriend ex only if their cool with it and are really cool with. Not just saying their cool with it just so they don't sound like a Bitch. Well i recently just found out that one of my close friends really likes one of the guys i used to talk to and messed with.
Heres the thing we are all friends and he has always felt so comfortable telling her alot of the problems that he's faceing and they have always been like that.But when she told me that she really is feeling him i was shocked i couldn't believe at first and i was low key mad but i didn't show it.Or at least i don't think i showed it lol. Any way after listening to her and hearing what she had to say and what her heart and mind was going through. I gave my concent.
I felt that he is actually closer to her than me and i believe that if they ever got together they would have a long lasting relationship. Where as if we tried to rekindle the fire i think it would more of a fling. Me and him were more sextually attacted to each other than anything else. So i gave her my concent and i honestly and truly hope that if they become as one that they last as long as they can. Cause i just know that their personalities will clash here and there lol.
I'm end this by saying if your friend or you like one anothers past partners (Sounds so corny lol) any way of you know that they would last as a relationship and with you it would be a fling. just go ahead and give your concent cause you don't want to be the friend who let their best friend miss out on a great thing for them because you all but hurt. Do the right thing.
Heres the thing we are all friends and he has always felt so comfortable telling her alot of the problems that he's faceing and they have always been like that.But when she told me that she really is feeling him i was shocked i couldn't believe at first and i was low key mad but i didn't show it.Or at least i don't think i showed it lol. Any way after listening to her and hearing what she had to say and what her heart and mind was going through. I gave my concent.
I felt that he is actually closer to her than me and i believe that if they ever got together they would have a long lasting relationship. Where as if we tried to rekindle the fire i think it would more of a fling. Me and him were more sextually attacted to each other than anything else. So i gave her my concent and i honestly and truly hope that if they become as one that they last as long as they can. Cause i just know that their personalities will clash here and there lol.
I'm end this by saying if your friend or you like one anothers past partners (Sounds so corny lol) any way of you know that they would last as a relationship and with you it would be a fling. just go ahead and give your concent cause you don't want to be the friend who let their best friend miss out on a great thing for them because you all but hurt. Do the right thing.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO<3
It's Thursday !
Ok so i;m still dealing with the problem i had recently told you guys about..I've talk to a few close friends who i believe i can trust. Everyones telling me to go for it. And trust i want to go for it i just don't want to feel gulity after the matter. The last thing i want to do is hurt my friend, cause i know for a fact that she still has some kind of feelings for him. But as the saying goes , "Opportunity is only gone to knock so many times till it says fuck you then " I added that last part lol but still it stands strong am i right or wrong ?
Well i think i'm going to play it like this if something start to happen I'll let her know. Cause right now me and this guy are really good friends and have been since middle school. And we're hanging out as such. So i don't think theres any reason start possible drama over anything that's not set in stone. On that note i'm going to end with happy Thursday! lol yea i know i'm a little off
Well i think i'm going to play it like this if something start to happen I'll let her know. Cause right now me and this guy are really good friends and have been since middle school. And we're hanging out as such. So i don't think theres any reason start possible drama over anything that's not set in stone. On that note i'm going to end with happy Thursday! lol yea i know i'm a little off
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Is it Crossing the line
Ok so i must start by saying that so far this summer has been the best.I'm working i have my own money i'll be driving by the time fall gets here. And i have the best fucking friends around.
But when is it crossing the line with friends. and when is it just childish. We all know the written rule that you are not aloud to date your bff's ex unless you ask if it's ok and then it's still like a death trap ready to explode. The girl code is stamped in our DNA and if your break a rule your officially branded the horrible friend who hurt her best friend. Now she can't trust you and start telling rumors about you so no one trust you. Yea being a girl suck ass.
Well check this our there is this guy who i went to school with. He's honestly a great catch i've always tought so.He has his head on his shoulders he silly and loves to play around. and he knows how to treat a gril and is the total gentelman. he's the total package right. I've had the oppertunity countless times in high school to date this guy. But i always said no because he had dated two of my best friends.
Now were out of high school and the oppurnuity has knocked on the door again. And i really don;t want to miss out on a geat guy just because he dated my friends i talked to one of them about it and shes perfectly ok with because for one it was so long ago and she only long ago. Now my other friend i don't even know how i'm tell hell if ican even tell her.
I don't want to be selfish and say idgaf i'm try and get with him. on the other hand i think i deserve the chance to see were it could go and i think my friend should understand. And then i could not say nothing and just let another chance and miss out on something that could be great for me just because i don't want to hurt my friends feelings.......
But when is it crossing the line with friends. and when is it just childish. We all know the written rule that you are not aloud to date your bff's ex unless you ask if it's ok and then it's still like a death trap ready to explode. The girl code is stamped in our DNA and if your break a rule your officially branded the horrible friend who hurt her best friend. Now she can't trust you and start telling rumors about you so no one trust you. Yea being a girl suck ass.
Well check this our there is this guy who i went to school with. He's honestly a great catch i've always tought so.He has his head on his shoulders he silly and loves to play around. and he knows how to treat a gril and is the total gentelman. he's the total package right. I've had the oppertunity countless times in high school to date this guy. But i always said no because he had dated two of my best friends.
Now were out of high school and the oppurnuity has knocked on the door again. And i really don;t want to miss out on a geat guy just because he dated my friends i talked to one of them about it and shes perfectly ok with because for one it was so long ago and she only long ago. Now my other friend i don't even know how i'm tell hell if ican even tell her.
I don't want to be selfish and say idgaf i'm try and get with him. on the other hand i think i deserve the chance to see were it could go and i think my friend should understand. And then i could not say nothing and just let another chance and miss out on something that could be great for me just because i don't want to hurt my friends feelings.......
Stay beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Elks Weekend
So every yr around this time our little shitty city has this bock party type of thing that last all weekend like each day is something different like Friday is the kinda like the kick off start. Saturday is when everyone come together and cook and make little dinner and party all night long. And Sunday they have a drill team competition.
Well last night me and my homie Chels went and we got fucked up. i mean just shot after shot after shot. I was feeling to good. and then my long lost friend wants to hang out. so i hang out with him and shit catching up on things. He tells me that his girl be bugging and that he trying to break it off slow. ect.
But he was a sweet and walked me home and made sure i got in the house safe. He really just mad it hard for me.lol but i'm leave him alone because he has a gf and i respect that. I don't like it but i respect it.
That's really all i have for today so far....Oh and he came over this morning and made me breakfast...i felt special he said it was my late birthday gift since i wouldn't let him get what he really wanted. but yeah all smiles this way i'm glad i have me friend back....and happy that we are at least friends.
Well last night me and my homie Chels went and we got fucked up. i mean just shot after shot after shot. I was feeling to good. and then my long lost friend wants to hang out. so i hang out with him and shit catching up on things. He tells me that his girl be bugging and that he trying to break it off slow. ect.
But he was a sweet and walked me home and made sure i got in the house safe. He really just mad it hard for me.lol but i'm leave him alone because he has a gf and i respect that. I don't like it but i respect it.
That's really all i have for today so far....Oh and he came over this morning and made me breakfast...i felt special he said it was my late birthday gift since i wouldn't let him get what he really wanted. but yeah all smiles this way i'm glad i have me friend back....and happy that we are at least friends.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Friday, July 13, 2012
Realization.
I know i know it's been awhile since i've shown my face but that's all going to change after today.....
I'm just going to jump right into it. As some of ya'll already know i was in a 5yr relationship with my no current Ex boyfriend _________. Let me just say that he is a great guy deep down inside himself and he was and for ever be my first love. But he will not me the last.
Through our entire relationship it has been more bad times then there are good and one day i woke up and finally realized that. How he was treating me and acted towards me was not the way i wanted to be treated. And i believed i held on to the hope for to long thinking that he would change. I feel in that stigma that women stay with the bad ones because they think or hope they will change.
I'm about to go into detail about our relationship. If your going to judge or criticize me then i suggest you leave my blog at this moment because there is only one person who has the right to judge me and that is my creator.
It all started back in 2007 when we first got together and that was Christmas day. Believe it or not that was the best present i could have ever gotten that year.... Yea yea yea i know i'm a hopeless romantic ha. But everything was good until his games started and his true colors started shining like new money. He began to cheat on me with other girls. If it was any other guy his ass would have been dissed and i would have gotten his ass back but with ______i just let the shit slide we broke and then eventually i took him back. Wy? because i felt that he really and truly loved me and because i was 14 and didn't know any better.
But as the years went on we broke up and got back together on and off and off and on. Well senior year came and we were like the couple to be when we got back together he walked me to my classes held my books my purse did little things like that. when i was sick he did everything to make me feel better. But one day it seemed like he snapped and i was dating a whole different person. He became very aggressive with me. If i said something he didn't like he got mad and called me names. Or if i didn't want to go somewhere with him he would push me. One day he actually slammed my wrist in the door. That's something i never really told any one.... But he told me that he didn't mean to do ti and i forgave him, Then the possessive shit started every time i didn't text him right back he would start saying i was cheating on him and that i didn't love him and all this other bullshit when in reality i doing something that needed my attention. This went own for about two months.
Then it happened something i swore would never happen. I was coming back to school after spending a week home being sick.... I was so happy i had just gotten paid and i was treating my friend Jaelle and her little sis to breakfast. My phone was fucking on some bullshit. It was allowing me send text but i couldn't receive them.Witch turned _______ into a mad man.....To make a long story short we ended up fight at school. I had a bruised eye a fractured finger and a spranged ankle.
You would think after this incident i would walk away but i didn't. I was one of those girls making excuses saying well i out my hands on him first so i was actual fight. I was telling people any and everything so they wouldn't think i was crazy. But the looks on their faces said other wise.
But i can stand here and tell you today that i'm no longer in a toxic relationship with _____.I have moved on and i'm not looking back. I refuse to let myself to ever go through that with anyone else and if your reading this and your in the same situation or know someone that is.Get out NOW! cause 9 times out of 10 i guy who puts his hands on you once will do it again with no problem or he'll threaten to. And don't think that it has to be physical it can be mental to .
Signs You Should Look For
1.Always telling what to and not wear (controlling)
2.Controls you over text
3.Threatens you
4.Calls you name Bitch,slut,hoe,fuck face,dumb ass, ugly
5.Claims your cheating because you haven't called or text him
6.Pushes you around and is very aggressive with you
7.Treats you like his property
8. He puts his hands on you intending to cause pain on you
If any of these apply to you please talk to someone about or get out of the relationship you deserve way better than that. And this goes for guys too!!!
I'm a stronger person because of it. And i'm way more wiser. My motto is never settle for less
I'm just going to jump right into it. As some of ya'll already know i was in a 5yr relationship with my no current Ex boyfriend _________. Let me just say that he is a great guy deep down inside himself and he was and for ever be my first love. But he will not me the last.
Through our entire relationship it has been more bad times then there are good and one day i woke up and finally realized that. How he was treating me and acted towards me was not the way i wanted to be treated. And i believed i held on to the hope for to long thinking that he would change. I feel in that stigma that women stay with the bad ones because they think or hope they will change.
I'm about to go into detail about our relationship. If your going to judge or criticize me then i suggest you leave my blog at this moment because there is only one person who has the right to judge me and that is my creator.
It all started back in 2007 when we first got together and that was Christmas day. Believe it or not that was the best present i could have ever gotten that year.... Yea yea yea i know i'm a hopeless romantic ha. But everything was good until his games started and his true colors started shining like new money. He began to cheat on me with other girls. If it was any other guy his ass would have been dissed and i would have gotten his ass back but with ______i just let the shit slide we broke and then eventually i took him back. Wy? because i felt that he really and truly loved me and because i was 14 and didn't know any better.
But as the years went on we broke up and got back together on and off and off and on. Well senior year came and we were like the couple to be when we got back together he walked me to my classes held my books my purse did little things like that. when i was sick he did everything to make me feel better. But one day it seemed like he snapped and i was dating a whole different person. He became very aggressive with me. If i said something he didn't like he got mad and called me names. Or if i didn't want to go somewhere with him he would push me. One day he actually slammed my wrist in the door. That's something i never really told any one.... But he told me that he didn't mean to do ti and i forgave him, Then the possessive shit started every time i didn't text him right back he would start saying i was cheating on him and that i didn't love him and all this other bullshit when in reality i doing something that needed my attention. This went own for about two months.
Then it happened something i swore would never happen. I was coming back to school after spending a week home being sick.... I was so happy i had just gotten paid and i was treating my friend Jaelle and her little sis to breakfast. My phone was fucking on some bullshit. It was allowing me send text but i couldn't receive them.Witch turned _______ into a mad man.....To make a long story short we ended up fight at school. I had a bruised eye a fractured finger and a spranged ankle.
You would think after this incident i would walk away but i didn't. I was one of those girls making excuses saying well i out my hands on him first so i was actual fight. I was telling people any and everything so they wouldn't think i was crazy. But the looks on their faces said other wise.
But i can stand here and tell you today that i'm no longer in a toxic relationship with _____.I have moved on and i'm not looking back. I refuse to let myself to ever go through that with anyone else and if your reading this and your in the same situation or know someone that is.Get out NOW! cause 9 times out of 10 i guy who puts his hands on you once will do it again with no problem or he'll threaten to. And don't think that it has to be physical it can be mental to .
Signs You Should Look For
1.Always telling what to and not wear (controlling)
2.Controls you over text
3.Threatens you
4.Calls you name Bitch,slut,hoe,fuck face,dumb ass, ugly
5.Claims your cheating because you haven't called or text him
6.Pushes you around and is very aggressive with you
7.Treats you like his property
8. He puts his hands on you intending to cause pain on you
If any of these apply to you please talk to someone about or get out of the relationship you deserve way better than that. And this goes for guys too!!!
I'm a stronger person because of it. And i'm way more wiser. My motto is never settle for less
Stay blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents xo <3
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Ghetto Name
I live in a place that many call a "HOME"
Get straight up pissed when they are taken away from their comfort "ZONE"
Some so filled with pain and feel so "ALONE"
keep to themselves they stay unbreakable they don't their hurt be "SHOWN"
But yet they show the anger they've hid within they let it be "KNOWN"
And the blood shed upon the white t's bless the homies, they now "GON"
GHETTO NAME...
A name i go by in the "STREETS"
I gotta be "HOOD" in order to lay down a few "BEATS???"
Got to have a "GHETTO NAME" to be able to be "HEARD" in order for you to listen to the words i so calmly "SPEAK"
And even tho i have a flow that will make you go "WEAK"
That's not what you care to "SEE"
I live in a neighborhood where cracks around the "BEND"
where the nike's and the jordan's hang in memories of our "FRIENDS"
where the tears have "SHED"
where the pain still lives and we bust our ass we gotta fam to get "FED"
And we walk with our heads to the sky smiling back at those who've we lost "INSTEAD"
Put flowers on the graves in memory of those who passed and we wont "FORGET"
GHETTO NAME...
A name i go by in the "STREETS"
I gotta be "HOOD" in order to lay down a few "BEATS???"
Got to have a "GHETTO NAME" to be able to be "HEARD" in order for you to listen to the words i so calmly "SPEAK"
And even tho i have a flow that will make you go "WEAK"
Thats not what you care to "SEE"
I must of missed the part where i had to have a poetical name to be "RESPECTED"
Its just a name but i have a new year "RESURECTION"
This game that's been played I've "INSPECTED"
Every dialog that's been written i have "DISECTED"
And i took a deep breath and took it all in and let it all "DIGEST"
And im not walking away this time; The pain i will no longer "NEGLECT"
GHETTO NAME...
A name i go by in the "STREETS"
I gotta be "HOOD" in order to lay down a few "BEATS???"
Got to have a "GHETTO NAME" to be able to be "HEARD" in order for you to listen to the words i so calmly "SPEAK"
And even tho i have a flow that will make you go "WEAK"
That's not what you care to "SEE
Get straight up pissed when they are taken away from their comfort "ZONE"
Some so filled with pain and feel so "ALONE"
keep to themselves they stay unbreakable they don't their hurt be "SHOWN"
But yet they show the anger they've hid within they let it be "KNOWN"
And the blood shed upon the white t's bless the homies, they now "GON"
GHETTO NAME...
A name i go by in the "STREETS"
I gotta be "HOOD" in order to lay down a few "BEATS???"
Got to have a "GHETTO NAME" to be able to be "HEARD" in order for you to listen to the words i so calmly "SPEAK"
And even tho i have a flow that will make you go "WEAK"
That's not what you care to "SEE"
I live in a neighborhood where cracks around the "BEND"
where the nike's and the jordan's hang in memories of our "FRIENDS"
where the tears have "SHED"
where the pain still lives and we bust our ass we gotta fam to get "FED"
And we walk with our heads to the sky smiling back at those who've we lost "INSTEAD"
Put flowers on the graves in memory of those who passed and we wont "FORGET"
GHETTO NAME...
A name i go by in the "STREETS"
I gotta be "HOOD" in order to lay down a few "BEATS???"
Got to have a "GHETTO NAME" to be able to be "HEARD" in order for you to listen to the words i so calmly "SPEAK"
And even tho i have a flow that will make you go "WEAK"
Thats not what you care to "SEE"
I must of missed the part where i had to have a poetical name to be "RESPECTED"
Its just a name but i have a new year "RESURECTION"
This game that's been played I've "INSPECTED"
Every dialog that's been written i have "DISECTED"
And i took a deep breath and took it all in and let it all "DIGEST"
And im not walking away this time; The pain i will no longer "NEGLECT"
GHETTO NAME...
A name i go by in the "STREETS"
I gotta be "HOOD" in order to lay down a few "BEATS???"
Got to have a "GHETTO NAME" to be able to be "HEARD" in order for you to listen to the words i so calmly "SPEAK"
And even tho i have a flow that will make you go "WEAK"
That's not what you care to "SEE
Feels So Right,What If It's Wrong
It Feels so right, But.. What if its wrong? Is this the love I've pondered, Or a fling that'll soon be gone? We chill, we joke We laugh and talk everyday But is this feeling Just a feeling That eventually fades away? Everything about this friendship Just feels so right Are we suppose to be an item, Or do we just remain tight? Nothing could ever feel as right, As Your touch, your feel, your kiss But.. Is this a moment of our everlasting time, Or is it just a moment of bliss? It feels so right, But.. So what if its wrong? Cuz me without you is like, A missing verse in my song.
I don't want to Be
I dont know What we may have or What we could be But I think I want More than you may be offering me
Not that I need a title Im sure you know how I feel But I dont want artificial What i want is something real
You take me out and spoil me Act as if you adore me I dont want to be your rebound For the one who came before me
Not that I dont trust you I just have doubts about this situation And I dont want to be disappointed Or drowned in senseless infatuation
I want us to have a good friendship Because it's u I want to be with But I dont want to be the one Who settles for the bullshit.
Not that I need a title Im sure you know how I feel But I dont want artificial What i want is something real
You take me out and spoil me Act as if you adore me I dont want to be your rebound For the one who came before me
Not that I dont trust you I just have doubts about this situation And I dont want to be disappointed Or drowned in senseless infatuation
I want us to have a good friendship Because it's u I want to be with But I dont want to be the one Who settles for the bullshit.
Monday, April 9, 2012
7 Deadly Questions
I was reading a Jaelle's blog and I seen her post about 7 questions, and she tagged everyone who read it so i say why not do it
1. If you could have a superpower, what would it be and why?
Hmmmmm that's a good question it would have to be between reading minds and seeing into the future Oh and the ability to heal anyone who was hurt. If i could read mind i would be able to know what people were thinking (Obviously) But i would be able to know what to say in conversation. Know when it was a good time to ask my boss for time off. Oh and be able to really help with peoples problems.Seeing into the future. basically when i'm unsure of something i'm about to do and want to know the out come i can just see into the future.Plus i will be able to try and prevent really bad things from happening. And the power to heal. I hate to see people suffering specially children and Elderly people.
2. If you could hold the world record for something, what would it be for and why?
That's a hard question either the inventor of the next Best hair car product for men and women with coarse,curly,kinky hair. Like a real affordable product that dose everything we want it to do , Protect,stop breakage,grows healthy strong hair, repairs damaged hair, Condition it etc, I think that will be a new break through.
3. What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
Crawlades < (Not sure if i spelled that right) But i thought they tasted good
4. Where would you hide something if you didn't want it to be found?
I'd hide it in a ground safe in a different country
5. What is one of your Spring and/ or Easter traditions?
Big Family Dinner and watching the 10 commandments
6. Would you rather have to make all of your own clothes (including patterns), cook dinner from scratch every night, or walk everywhere you wanted to go?
I would rather cook dinner every night from scratch i love to cook so i don't have a problem with it. Walking every where i wanted to go will cause a problem when i want to go to a different state or hell a different country I'm pretty sure i can't walk to Jamaica , and as of making all my own clothes i mean that's cool and all but i am not the best seamstress and I'm sure my clothes will come out entirely different than what i had planned
7. What is your most embarrassing moment? I know, big one.
I have embarrassing moments out the ass but there is one i live with and think about everyday . Picture it Junior year Fire alarm goes off I'm in Heels and our schools steps are made out of some kind of slippery stone. We were walking down the steps in a crowed manner. Well i was walking and talking with friends and my heel slipped on the second step and i slid all the way to the bottom. everyone saw and i was in so much pain. But i got up and started laughing so hard to try and play it off when we got out side everyone was making jokes and everything. When i got home that day i laid down on my bed and didn't move there next morning my back and my ass was hurting so bad i just didn't go to school the next day.
Thats it, and I tagged every single one of you reading this, YES YOU!
Monday, April 2, 2012
Feeling Myself
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I'm Sexy lil Vampire |
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Bad Girl Gone Naughty ;) |
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Mmmm I wanna Taste your blood |
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Your Look Good Enough To Bite |
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Weight Lost Update
I know i know it's been almost two week since my last up date but i have good knew i have lost 6.6 lbs since i started back on my diet. I have been staying motivated and i'm hoping by the end of july i will be size sexy fit in my eyes.
Like it's been said time and time again You only have one life to live and i want to be healthy all they way through.
I want to make one thing clear about that too. I'm not losing weight to look better or to change how i look. That's just a plus. I want to be healthy i want to be fit. I don't want to be a size 24 in my early 30's. And over weight people run in my family.And i don't want to be at risk for heart disease , high cholesterol , diabetes and ect, because it runs in my family. I want to live a long healthy life. I want to live to see my great great grandchildren. That's why i'm on my diet. Looking good is only a plus.
So with that begin said i will see you guys later on today.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
SN: I got me a new camera....YAY! :)
Sunday, March 25, 2012
5 days in
It's been 5 days since i got back on my diet and i've already lost 4lb Yay me. Now about these slim quick diet pills I really don't see the affect of them besides they give me a great energy boost in the morning and i must say that is a huge plus when i'm at work it makes the day go by so much faster. I will say slim quick pill and an allergy pill is a huge no no ! i learned the hard way. It'll make you feel like as if you took a sleeping pill and then drunk an 5 hour energy shot. You'll look crazy and confused.
But i talked to my doctor. you know to make sure if I was in any danger. She told me to either switch to a different allergy medicine that she would prescribe or take my allergy pill 2 hours before so i don't end up sleepy and wide awake if that makes any sense. Lol
And i think i'm doing the work outs wrong. because I don't really feel it. You know how if you work out extremely you'll feel the pain the next morning. I'm not feeling that at all and i work out for an hour and a half in the morning and i work out for two hours before i go to bed. and i wake up the next morning only feeling a little sore.But my sister on the other hand is always talking about how much she is in pain. Ugh i just don't know.
But i talked to my doctor. you know to make sure if I was in any danger. She told me to either switch to a different allergy medicine that she would prescribe or take my allergy pill 2 hours before so i don't end up sleepy and wide awake if that makes any sense. Lol
And i think i'm doing the work outs wrong. because I don't really feel it. You know how if you work out extremely you'll feel the pain the next morning. I'm not feeling that at all and i work out for an hour and a half in the morning and i work out for two hours before i go to bed. and i wake up the next morning only feeling a little sore.But my sister on the other hand is always talking about how much she is in pain. Ugh i just don't know.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Back To The Basic
As ya'll know i started a diet i believe back here in January or February not sure.Any way I had stopped my diet because i had got bored with it and i hate working out alone. Well me and my sister started working out today i just got back from a 25 min speed walk. We pulled the boys in the wagon instead of walking with weights.
Man i have never felt this tired and idk how long.Lol but afterward i felt so good. I'm on a low cal low car diet and i have started taking Slim Quick Razor.I just started those today i'm hoping they help me get to my goal A lot quicker. Right now i weigh 192 and my goal is either 152 or 142. those are my goals for right now.i think if i continue to do my work outs daily and when i watch t.v. do chair squats i'll be in good shape come Florida. I want to finally feel comfortable in my skin and not worry if people are looking at my rolls and dimples. And looking great in a two piece is even better. :)
Well since i just started my diet again today. Tuesdays are going to be my new update days for my progress and i'm going to weigh myself every Tuesday morning. I'm going to do this diet right and try hard not to push myself.
Enough of the updating. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Man i have never felt this tired and idk how long.Lol but afterward i felt so good. I'm on a low cal low car diet and i have started taking Slim Quick Razor.I just started those today i'm hoping they help me get to my goal A lot quicker. Right now i weigh 192 and my goal is either 152 or 142. those are my goals for right now.i think if i continue to do my work outs daily and when i watch t.v. do chair squats i'll be in good shape come Florida. I want to finally feel comfortable in my skin and not worry if people are looking at my rolls and dimples. And looking great in a two piece is even better. :)
Well since i just started my diet again today. Tuesdays are going to be my new update days for my progress and i'm going to weigh myself every Tuesday morning. I'm going to do this diet right and try hard not to push myself.
Enough of the updating. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Show A Little Concideration
Sorry i know i know it's been awhile with the new job and everything i just been so tired. But today payday yay!
Any way this been on my mind for about a week now. One of mybest friends (were going to call her Lo for now)she's more like a sister she can just be so un-considerate. We hung out on one of my days off last week and everything was pretty cool till we went and pick up one of other two friends. It's like she went effing crazy. We had went to visit Jaelle in the hospital cause her mom is there recoving and i wanted to make sure her and her mom were ok. And Lo and the other two girls are being hella loud mind you we are in a hospital and it's like 8 or 9 something at night. They were dumping salt out of the salt shakers and making it look like they were lines of cocaine..I'm not going to lie i did for a moment act like i was doing lines of cocaine but i can to my senses and realized where we were.
Now we are all talking and she like i want to go to apple bee's . I told her i had no money . She goes well you can jus sit and get a water. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!. and it's not like i could have gotten up and left because she was driving and i didn't want to sit in the car either. so i sat i fucking apples bee's and drunk a damn water while i watch her ass eat. Like what the fuck. Me personally i wouldn't have my friends sitting in a restaurant watching me eat. i wouldn't even offer to go there unless i was going to pay for them. specially when they don't have any money. That's just me.
Last but not least after we leave Apple Bee's we end up at meijers . Now i was telling her all night i have to be at work at 10:30am and it was 11 something when we had arrived there. now i'm thinking were going to walk around for a bit and then i can ask her to take me home. Nope she gets a magazine and sit THE FUCK down in the garden patio furniture setting and read the DAMN magazine from cover to cover. At that point i was pissed off and started walking around i called Jaelle and talked to her for a while. Oh and get this. They get done reading the magazine and i ask are y'all ready to go. She looks at me with this disgust look on her face and say No. I reply by saying I told you that i have to be a work at 10:30 she goes well we can take you home.
Oh and before i forget, were sitting in the car. and she opens the sun roof. it's damn near midnight and it's fucking freezing. I ask her how do you close it and she replies by saying "Why" i told her that it was cold af and she goes "Well you have a jacket" At that point i just new she didn't have any consideration for no one. she didn't even ask the other girls if they were cold. she just ugh. I had to be quite all the way home because i just knew i was going to say something mean but true.
I just had to get that off my chest. It's been on my mind for a while and i just had to let it all.If you have friends like this or know people like this. How would you tell them that they are obnoxious and inconsiderate basically telling them how they are. with out being all bitchy about it. Let me know
Stay blessed and beautiful ladies and gents. XO <3
Sn: Don't get it wrong i love her to pieces it's just sometimes she over do it.
Any way this been on my mind for about a week now. One of my
Now we are all talking and she like i want to go to apple bee's . I told her i had no money . She goes well you can jus sit and get a water. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!. and it's not like i could have gotten up and left because she was driving and i didn't want to sit in the car either. so i sat i fucking apples bee's and drunk a damn water while i watch her ass eat. Like what the fuck. Me personally i wouldn't have my friends sitting in a restaurant watching me eat. i wouldn't even offer to go there unless i was going to pay for them. specially when they don't have any money. That's just me.
Last but not least after we leave Apple Bee's we end up at meijers . Now i was telling her all night i have to be at work at 10:30am and it was 11 something when we had arrived there. now i'm thinking were going to walk around for a bit and then i can ask her to take me home. Nope she gets a magazine and sit THE FUCK down in the garden patio furniture setting and read the DAMN magazine from cover to cover. At that point i was pissed off and started walking around i called Jaelle and talked to her for a while. Oh and get this. They get done reading the magazine and i ask are y'all ready to go. She looks at me with this disgust look on her face and say No. I reply by saying I told you that i have to be a work at 10:30 she goes well we can take you home.
Oh and before i forget, were sitting in the car. and she opens the sun roof. it's damn near midnight and it's fucking freezing. I ask her how do you close it and she replies by saying "Why" i told her that it was cold af and she goes "Well you have a jacket" At that point i just new she didn't have any consideration for no one. she didn't even ask the other girls if they were cold. she just ugh. I had to be quite all the way home because i just knew i was going to say something mean but true.
I just had to get that off my chest. It's been on my mind for a while and i just had to let it all.If you have friends like this or know people like this. How would you tell them that they are obnoxious and inconsiderate basically telling them how they are. with out being all bitchy about it. Let me know
Stay blessed and beautiful ladies and gents. XO <3
Sn: Don't get it wrong i love her to pieces it's just sometimes she over do it.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Mommy Dearest
Me and my family are going on a family Vacay in May. I was talking to my mom about all the sales that were going on because she likes the cute summer and spring clothes that wet seal and Charlotte russe carries.
Then she got to talking about the that she had to go pay on the vacation and that she couldn't afford it right now. Witch made me sad because i know how much my mom loves to got shopping and pick out cute little outfits, just enjoy shopping. And she really do need clothes other than her work clothes .
So since i got this job and what not when i got shopping next Friday with my sisters and my nephew were going to pick out some outfits for my mom and i'm going to pay for it. that way my mom can look fresh when we got to Florida. And it's the least i can do since she is paying for me too.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Then she got to talking about the that she had to go pay on the vacation and that she couldn't afford it right now. Witch made me sad because i know how much my mom loves to got shopping and pick out cute little outfits, just enjoy shopping. And she really do need clothes other than her work clothes .
So since i got this job and what not when i got shopping next Friday with my sisters and my nephew were going to pick out some outfits for my mom and i'm going to pay for it. that way my mom can look fresh when we got to Florida. And it's the least i can do since she is paying for me too.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Something She Can Feel by Grace Octavia (Review )
Ok i must admit when i first looked at the book my mind went crazy i just knew it was going to be an urban erotic book. yeah i know i know i shouldn't have let my mind take me there i also should have read the back of the book before i bought it.
I'm so glad i did though i haven't been able to but the book down since i got it. I find the book to be different from the books that i normally read.
The book is about the daughter of a well known preacher in Tuscaloosa, Alabama, Journey Cash who has had her life mapped out for her whole life ; first by her father who sheltered her from the real world and then by her husband, Evan who just knows whats best for her. And to be honest he is a great Man has a well paying job, he gives her what ever her heart desires. It's just that she is becoming tired of the everyday thing. Evan always finds him self worrying about image because he wants to run for major in the future.Anyway Journey and Evan have known each other since they were seven and while Evan has always had Journey's best interests at heart, before their wedding day Journey begins to doubt that he's the man for her.
On top of everything that is going on with her in Evan she begins to suspect her oldest brother is hiding something and knows for sure that her younger brother is.And soon she finds out that her parents are keeping their share of secrets as well.
You would think that the suspense stops there, but oh now the pot gets hotter. When Dame,one of her former music students turned into a multimillionaire rapper, comes to town to donate money to his former high school.As soon as her eyes meet his something stirs inside her. Surprised to find that Dame is not the stereotypical rapper, she begins to spend more time with him behind her husbands back and through conversations with Dame she begins to question whether or not she's been living the life she really wants to live or the life that's been created for her by those around her.
She ends up witnessing her oldest brothers secret begin revealed. and not to soon after that encounter everything starts to heat up unravel.
In all honesty i think this book is for 13yr olds and up. It's has everything a great book needs. It has suspense , mystery,secrets,romance,drama,excitement. the story of a grown woman finding her true self.
Stay Blessed and Beautiful Ladies and Gents XO <3
Basic Bitches
Ok so for those who don't know i just recently got a job at Walmart. right. I'm a cashier and I LOVE MY JOB! For now anyways .
But i come back from my last 15 mins it's around 6 something and i'm just counting the time till i go home you know. Anyway i'm helping this elderly man but hi groceries in his cart when i look over i see to females who i attended high school with. They both are very dark skinned one is short who always got this deer caught in head lights look. and the other girl has a really bad weave and i mean really bad i guess she attempted an invisible part and failed at it. But anyway these bitches are smiling and giggling and shit at me. The elderly man i'm helping say"Do you know those girls" Without thinking i say "No they just two bum basic bitches that aint got shit better to do with they lives".After realizing what i said i looked up at the old man to see what he was going to say. he studied the two of them and replied with the coolest thing anyone can say "Yeah they look like a couple of sperm dumpsters". I've never laughed so hard.
Oh and did i mention these Two sour apple bum bitches took a picture of me while i was working. Like who tf dose that. I have never done anything too these girl i don't even speak to these bitches. But they always had i problem with me. And till this day i still don't know why certain bitches had a problem with me.
Cause in all honesty I'm one of the most funniest,random,outgoing, nice when i want to be, and i always keep it hundred with everyone i come in contact with.I want say nothing behind you back that i wouldn't say in front of your face. I don't blow hot and cold. If i don't like you trust and believe you know I don't like you and you know the reason why i don't like you.
In my personal opinion the reason why those basic bitches took a picture of me while i was working because they thought they was going to embarrasses me. When in reality i love my job and i'n getting paid swell. Something them bitches can't say. they either have to ask their moms for money or have to sleep with a ugly ass nigga who got money so they can say they got it like that. No boo boo that is being a "GOLD DIGGING ASS BASIC BITCH ASS SCUTTA HO" but i guess in they world they doing something.
I can finally say i don't have to depend on no one but myself and i love having that power
Stay Blessed Ladies And Gents XO <3
SN:I can't wait to get paid :)
But i come back from my last 15 mins it's around 6 something and i'm just counting the time till i go home you know. Anyway i'm helping this elderly man but hi groceries in his cart when i look over i see to females who i attended high school with. They both are very dark skinned one is short who always got this deer caught in head lights look. and the other girl has a really bad weave and i mean really bad i guess she attempted an invisible part and failed at it. But anyway these bitches are smiling and giggling and shit at me. The elderly man i'm helping say"Do you know those girls" Without thinking i say "No they just two bum basic bitches that aint got shit better to do with they lives".After realizing what i said i looked up at the old man to see what he was going to say. he studied the two of them and replied with the coolest thing anyone can say "Yeah they look like a couple of sperm dumpsters". I've never laughed so hard.
Oh and did i mention these Two sour apple bum bitches took a picture of me while i was working. Like who tf dose that. I have never done anything too these girl i don't even speak to these bitches. But they always had i problem with me. And till this day i still don't know why certain bitches had a problem with me.
Cause in all honesty I'm one of the most funniest,random,outgoing, nice when i want to be, and i always keep it hundred with everyone i come in contact with.I want say nothing behind you back that i wouldn't say in front of your face. I don't blow hot and cold. If i don't like you trust and believe you know I don't like you and you know the reason why i don't like you.
In my personal opinion the reason why those basic bitches took a picture of me while i was working because they thought they was going to embarrasses me. When in reality i love my job and i'n getting paid swell. Something them bitches can't say. they either have to ask their moms for money or have to sleep with a ugly ass nigga who got money so they can say they got it like that. No boo boo that is being a "GOLD DIGGING ASS BASIC BITCH ASS SCUTTA HO" but i guess in they world they doing something.
I can finally say i don't have to depend on no one but myself and i love having that power
Stay Blessed Ladies And Gents XO <3
SN:I can't wait to get paid :)
Friday, March 2, 2012
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